Im very sorry

Every since my dad passed away things in my head changed from what I thought life really was. It sent me in a really bad place . At that time I drank to help the pain, and I thought it was working, and I own a ton of apologize.
But now with my wife having her thyroids removed and to find out it is indeed cancer and their not sure it spreading or not. I couldn’t control the thought once again and started to use beer as a medicine to help ease my self through all of this.

I have a ton apologizes to say I took a lot of my anger out on this board and im really sorry. The last few days ive cut the drinking down a ton and feel like a much better person. I honestly do you get emotional with sports, maybe its because of my childhood or maybe its because I think its just me. But the bottom of my heart im truly sorry that I hurt or made anyone feel uncomfortable on this board.

God bless this board and everyone else, and im going to get better mentally not just for you guys, but my family, friends, my wife , and myself

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You have no reason to apologize. Sorry that you’ve had to go through so much. I admire your perseverance. Keep your chin up.

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All good Marty!
Keep fighting and take it a day, hour etc at a time.

Best way to support her is to stay strong and wise choices along the way

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Better days ahead, Marty. You’ll get through this.

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Your cool. What happens on this board is all good fun. We bust each other balls around here. Some more then others- Im talking to you @Bols @KarlKaliente @stephenboyd57 @socko:joy:

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You’re a better man than me, Mr. McFly. Bravo!

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PS:
I don’t think Bols’ balls can be busted more than they already are.

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Im right there with you buddy.

Im sorry for your loss and mental care is very important.

Lost my grandparents within a few weeks around Christmas. Its hard. But take it a bit at a time

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Oh who are we kidding Marty! They deserve it!!! :oncoming_fist:t2:

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Buddy you’re handling it better than I would I know that for certain so we appreciate the character it takes for an apology but no need no worry keep on keeping up brother

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12 steps and my higher power saved my life

worth a try!

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Its all good man, no hard feelings at all. Life can be tough, especially when we suffer loss.

Your a good dude Marty, keep on fighting, we all support you here 100 percent

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We all have our personal issues to get thru. Part of our therapy is our den community… sports. Fans.. community.. thats what we are all attracted to this site for!

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@Tmanqz you are not safe!

So very sorry for your loss.

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Wishing you the best, man. Always like your posts, glad you’re a part of the Den, McFly!

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